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| It's Monday night.
Mike's birthday. Kickback. While everyone was drinking I tried to read. I don't remember ANYTHING I read! I hate college. Recently I've been wanting to fastforward to my life after college. Why? The quarter system sucks. It's like The Never Ending Story without the talking dragon and the rock that eats trees. I have three books to read this week, two midterms, papers to write, meetings to go to. GAH.
Valentine's day is coming up. I love the holiday. Even if I don't have someone on the day.
Whenever I watch romantic movies, witness couples kiss and
make-up, listen to love songs...I smile and feel good cause I know that
love still works, if not for me, at least to others." 
Someone buy me presents and suprise me. =)
Should be reading. I donno why I never update and choose to update NOW. Goodness. I sucks at life so bad.
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| I realized I need to update in order for people to comment. However, for people to comment, they want to see pictures. And I don't have a site to put picturs up of. I'm so lazy. And no one can comment anyways because seriously, who has a xanga sn nowadays anyways?
Boo.
I wish Desperate Housewives came out iwth two episodes per week. That would be exciting.
I hate dorm food. There's nothing to eat. I eat to sustain myself. And the food I eat to sustain myself is ridiculously fattening for just food. Two taquitos= 917 calories. If that's not disgusting i don't know what is.
I need to take a shower. And brush my teeth.
I miss more than half day day cause I'm in my bed till past 1. Most days I begin at 2. Two days I have earliar classes, I go for an hour, come back to room and sleep.
My fish is still alive!! Nita's died within a week and mine ( Doug) is still alive! w00t. Just NOW, I took like 3 pictures of my fish, my flash is so bright, the pictures sucked. I did try. I don't have anything else to put a picture of right now.
Here's a survey I filled out not too long ago.. I'm going to re-fill it out now. New times. New answers to some.
Ten people I enjoy the company of:
1. The brother. Except when he decides to drop kick me, and/or when he sits on the computer/ plays video games. ( we all know what happens then)
2. my sister. But only when she dances like Shakira.
3. Mom, at times when she is not yelling obscenities.
4. Dad. The kid of the family.
5. Hana Hwang, expecially when she's high
7. Lisa. her randomness.
8. Sean, Jeff and Paul. exspecially when they wrestle cause we have nothing else to do.
9. My Irvine friends. Debbie, Irene, Mike, Steve, Bora, Jimmy, Paul. more exclusivly
10- (This is a hard question. My white friends who will die
of young age from a combination of korsakovs disease and just exhausted
lungs, my persian children that I can make fun of like their's no
tommorrow and spend classes telling me about their hard-knock life as a
gangster, my asbers, the fab four, asian football players, my mentally disabled freshman that make me feel like a little kid
in a candy store, the soccer team when they're not trying to rape me.)- stayed the same I guess. Well it is pretty vague. It includes EVERYONE else. In no particular order. Except there are new additions.
Nine things I want to do before I die:
1. Brad Pitt well, him too but Channing Tatum is now the one I desire.
2. get married and STAY in love throughout the years
3. tone my body to what I want ( sadly, I go to the gym like, once a week, and that's to go to hiphop class. I don't even dance the whole thing, half the time I'm trying to figure out what step we're on and trying to catch up to all the WHITE GIRLS taking that class with me! I can't move my legs and my arms at the same time. I get confused.)
4. stop wasting time
5. get a job I love
6. meet everyone i have been considerably good friends ( everyone above) one more time
7. make that phone call in 10 years
8. trapizing/hunting/drunk fishing.. etc.
9. die happy
Eight random things:
1. I hope I get into college. haha! I'm in college, bitch!
2. .. I have a Darth Vador pencil holder/can/whatever?
3. My daddy is right next to me and he just requested to google talk with me. I'm STARVING NOW,
4. I want one of those korean heating mattress pads.
5. I'm singing Mr. Mom by lonestar and my dad just google talked me to shut up. I wish my fish would move more. He won't and I don't want to stress him out by shaking him.
6. While I'm filling this out, i'm also on my favroite harry potter site.
7. Harry potter is my hero. I wish I went to Hogwarts. <- true dat.
8. I need to pee.
Seven things on my mind:
1. I want to do something to my hair. I'm bored. yea, more, I want it to grow out agin. =(
2. my foot is numb
3. I'm STARVING.
4. i miss nashville.<- No. I miss the food in LA.
5. I wanna do something exciting for mother for her birthday but I donno what.
6. I'm bored with my face. Girls know what i'm talking about.
7. when is the next harry potter book coming out? <- come on J.K. Rowling!!
Six items I touch every day:
1. Glasses. Fack. that just reminded me that I lost them again. And they are not on my head. <- still the same. Sadly.
2. my cell phone
3. my drinking cup I don't always use that now. My laptop
4. my keys
5. my other cell phone that i use as an alarm clock
6. my planner
Five things I do everyday:
1. Shower... or at least I try to. Sometimes.
2. I don't know what I do with my life.
3. gmail. uci. facebook.
4. Eat too goddamned much.
5. talk on the phone umm.. read.
Four things I can't live without:
1. My family.
2. My friends.
3. little kids.
4. my planner.
Three things I think of when I wake up:
1. " ahh. Gotta reset my alarm clock."
2. Feed Doug.
3. Who I should call to eat with me. Or see who called me to eat with them.
Two of my favorite foods:
1. frozen yogurt ( pinkberrys)
2. Soon dobu!!
One person I love more than any other:
1. my family, my friends, my boyfriend
I'm pretty much still the same. no fun. I want to go to Morongos. I need to make some money.
If many people comment, I'll start writing agian on a regular basis like I use to. We'll see.
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| So I haven't written in here for ... forever.
I'm so fucking lazy. Today was my first time going to the gym in a month. And then I ate ramen afterwards. But i'm pretty sore so i'm excited.
School is kicking my ass. I don't know what to do. It's not like i'm not trying. I'm trying SO hard. There's something I'm doing wrong here. Finals coming up. I hope I kick ass on those. And on my final essay. Then I would tottaly rock.
I miss home. I miss high school. I miss seeing everyone in the halls and saying hi. I miss the strong relationships between teachers and students.
I'm doing this teaching program at a Santa Ana school. 11th graders. One of my kids didn't know how to say "ourselves." He didn't know what it was. It really makes me sad. I only have one more meeting with them in two weeks. I wish I had more time with them. They really are adorable. Just when I get to know them. If I do this againn next quarter I'm gonna get to work with the same kids. However, I think I'll already be taking 16 units, maybe 18.
I'm going to take a class called the Sociology of Sexuality. Hopefully. Damn my schedualing time is late.
I've been considering transfering to LA my junior year. Since I won't have a home base in LA anymore, I feel like I need to make one for myself for some reason. We'll see. I think i'll just apply, see what happens.
I like Carrie Underwood. Donno why Faith Hill doesn't like her so much.
I feel like I've been deprived of playing with little kids and little dogs. I wish I had a little cousin, or that Eric, Wayne, or Ben would hurry up and have babies. Kind of.
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| So its not only me, barely anyone updates their xanga anymore. And the thing is, no one is reading them anymore.
Xanga use to be the shit. But now everyone's so busy
with life that no one updates and no one reads anymore. I actually miss
updating. So here goes some.
I got my wisdom teeth taken out like, three days
ago. My dentist actually was really good about everything. I wasn't in
too much pain. I kept thinking there was metal in my mouth from the
stitches but, it turns out i was just swallowing enormous amounts of
blood. Rememebr when you would lose a tooth, and you would have a
missing spot in your mouth for a while? and you would play with it and
it felt funny?
Anyways, I pretty much can chew with my whole mouth
again. I have been eatting about 1/5 the amount of food i would
normally consume thou. The first couple days I chewed with my 4 front
teeth. Me and nita spent an hour at the dinner table, drinking SOUP.
Guess I kind of got use to it. That and the fact that there's no food
at home.
Today I ate a tiny slice of chocolate cake, a bowl
of corn, and like... 2 slices of turkey. That was it untill dinner.
Then I was cooking dinner, and didn't even have an egg in our house.
Had to go borrow a neighbors. Jesus.
I think this also has something to dow ith the fact that I wake up at like, 2 P.M. sometimes.
The day is just too hot to go out. I need to go to school
and pick up my diploma and I haven't even done that. I honestly don't
know how I walked to school everyday. It just seems so... far.
Finished my community service. 
That little peice of paper in the middle? My peacing note of
luck for the others that have not yet finsihed it. hehe. But you know
what's sad? That was more than 2 weeks ago? I still haven't gotten
myself up to go to school since then. I don't know how I can live with
myself.
I now watch ridiculous amounts of TV. I hate TV. gah. No longer.
I swear the sleeping and the TV has made me so lazy. I need to finish more posters for camp. I need to do that.
Everyone's so kraky nowadays. Why? Cause of no
money. Everyone's running out of money. And everyone's all angry at
each other for it. And then everyone's so irritable. How exciting.
update soon! YAY!
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| Jesus... I haven't updated for a while now. Sorry kids. Since it is
summer, I hope to get all you back!! However, I feel like there's not
to much to say anymore so I apologize in advance.
Went to Hurrican Harbor today. My face is burning
off. I am in pain. I am in enormous pain. I can't move my face for fear
of a part it just, you know, breaking off. Global warming is killing us
all. My face is dieing.
Today has cause me an enormoous amount of pain. Not
only does my face hurt. My ass does too. During a ride, I kind of feel
through the water tube. I was gliding with my ass. Gliding with MY ASS.
I finsihed my community service, and I'm getting my diploma soon! hehehe
Plans for the summer.
Get diploma
UCI Orientation
see family and friends lots
CLEAN MY ROOM. I'm thinking ill wait
till after camp to do it.. so another month? but my room is disgusting.
I have little pads of notes from months and months ago lieing around in
my room. Helps make scrapbooking alot easier but still. I have a
mountain on my desk. yea, not a hill. like a MOUNTAIN. And when you
open my drawers, they don't close.
hopefully lose weight
make more money and spend alot less of
it. I realized my money goes basically all to impulse buying and food.
I am huge. And I have the most random array of toys around my room
consising of things such as dart guns, water guns, hats in the shape of
animals.. yea.
camp. Gotta finish camp posters
signing up for classes
hawaii!
new york?
I just yawned. My face just almost broke in half.
I 3-wayed yesterday for the first time since what like..
8th grade? I was litterally jumping with excitement. 3 waying use to be
the SHIT. Everynight, 3-waying people. I miss those days. Those were
fun days.
I can't sleep at normal times anymore.
I still don't feel like I'm not going to see some people
anymore. It's like just a long vacation. I normally get bored after the
3rd week, I think im not cause I'm always out and still always tired,
from lack of sleep.
Maybe come back later? Ionno what is there to say anymore? Any topic suggestions?
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